Archive for August, 2008

I Need Book Recommendations!!!!

Hey!

I’m looking for my next good book read…

Based on this list, could you tell me 2 or 3 other books you think I’d like?

  • Stranger in a Strange Land by Robert Heinlein
  • Sidhartha and Steppenwolf by Herman Hesse
  • Skinny Legs and All by Tom Robbins (everything by him)
  • Sophie’s World by Jostein Gaarder
  • Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach (everything by him)
  • The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
  • Celestine Prophesy by James Redfield

What do you think I should read next that you think I’ll enjoy?

Just click “comment” and tell me what you think.

???
Gail

Friendly Email Quote

I took this from the signature file on an email that came to my inbox.

Just love it.

Enjoy!
Gail

> Life’s too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so..
> Love the people who treat you right.
> Forget about the ones who don’t..
> Believe that everything happens for a reason.
> If you get a chance , TAKE IT!
> If it changes your life , LET IT!
> Nobody said it would be easy….
> They just promised it would be worth it!

Painstorms

Painstorms

i don’t want upset to “not happen” – rain happens
i just want a world I live in where we can dance in the rain.
jump in puddles like children
and cuddle under blankets even in the midst of the storm

Why Not To Worry

“Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only saps today of its strength.”
A.J. Cronin

A Perspective Of God

A Perspective Of God

we’re in a playground
the playground is for taking Thought beyond where It’s been before
(Thought. Experience.)

and this playground is a smorgasbord of choices.
all of them.
all of the spiral, all quadrants, levels, lines, states, and types
all of the myriad choices of what it is to Be.

Self can be a dog rolling in the grass, and Experience That.
And That Is Good.
Self can be a wealthy old man coddling his granddaughter in love.
And That Is Good.
Self can be a 20-something, or a 30-something, or a 40-something, starting to Remember Self in the bodymind,
remembering that We Are That.

As Omniscience, as Omnipresence,
the one thing Self canNOT do -
is forget that It Is.
But in this playground, we can forget that We Are.

In this plaground, Self can be a dog rolling in the grass, utterly having forgotten that We Are. And enjoying being a dog in the grass.

In this playground, Self can be a grandfather coddling his granddaughter, utterly having forgotten that He Is. And enjoying the limited view.

In this playground, Self can be a someone something, remembering Self again, and enjoying the Experience of re-membering.
And That Is Good.

Self can be a child dying.
And That Is Good.
One thing Self canNOT do – is forget that It Is,
and Experience being a child dying.
But a dying child CAN experience being a child dying.
and in the eyes of Self -
That Is Good.
It is Experience.
It is what takes Experience beyond the Nondual, beyond Omniscience
It’s Play in the Playground.

we’re in a playground
the playground is for taking Thought beyond where It’s been before
(Thought. Experience.)

and this playground is a smorgasbord of choices.
all of them.
all of the spiral, all quadrants, levels, lines, states, and types
all of the myriad choices of what it is to Be.

Including, being a perspective that doesn’t believe this poem.

Come. Let’s dance.

For the Record…

For the record, I’m finally getting my ducks in a row. I’ve been so confused where to post what -

I’ve a second blog, on the TIA site:
www.TheIntegratedApproach.com

…and for ages I’ve not been sure how to really make use of it / them.

So here’s the scoop:

From now on, here, you’ll see personal and wide-topic posts.

On the TIA blog you’ll see only posts related to the structures and practices of TIA.

As if they’re that separate. Ha.

Anyway, that’s that!
Rolling onward,
the g-girl

Mutant Healing

When I was in my early twenties I had an inflamed ganglion in my right hand. On the outside it felt like a lump. I worried it was a tumor. It made a painful experience of driving my stick-shift. The lump was just at the base of my middle finger, at the top of my palm, which bumped continually against the head of the stick.

Twice in the recovery period after my hand surgery, the doctor proclaimed in tones of disbelief, “You’re healing faster than anyone I’ve ever seen!”

I smiled, proud. For days I had actively and deliberately imagined healing the wound quickly, focusing love and intent for healing onto the cut. I deliberately visualized my hand as whole, in perfect condition.

Maybe my “unfathomable, speedy healing” was coincidence, but I doubt it. I attributed it, at least in part, to deliberate practice.

When placebos prove to work 30% of the time, why do we still choose to ignore non-pharmaceutical healing methods?

This healing possibility was not a new idea for me. The first time I had an inkling of the mind-body-healing opportunity, I was just a child. The doctor’s cold stethoscope was at my chest, and I understood clearly that he wanted to carefully listen to my heart. I wanted to help him. So I slowed down my heart so that he could hear it better. Of course, the doctor freaked out; I was put on EKG machines and tested. Apparently he expected a “regular” heartbeat. In panicked tones he asked me questions, I innocently responded that I’d done it on purpose. For me it was matter-of-fact. For him it was a child telling stories; of course he didn’t believe me. This taught me that slowing my heart down for doctors was NOT a good idea, but that it might be fun anyway to do more of this on my own!

Years later I read a book entitled, “Mutant Message Down Under“, where a Western woman goes on a walk-about with the Aborigines. In part of the story she writes about bone fractures that heal in days, so well that a previously fractured leg bone could be walked on. In DAYS.

I don’t know how one would do that.

I do know, though, that while I was in Japan I had another, similar experience. I was having a wisdom tooth pulled out, and frankly, I was terrified. My jaw is smaller than average, and I’d been warned that my nerve was dangerously close to the tooth root, and could be damaged in the procedure, risking permanent facial paralysis. Terrified, I sat in the chair, eyes closed, telling my tooth and gums and root and nerves that everything was fine; everyone was happy, calm, no need to panic. I asked my tooth to go willingly, I asked my gums to relax to help the transition happen. I asked my nerve to move aside slightly so that the tooth could leave without complication.

At the end of the procedure, in a surprised tone the dentist said that I had bled far less than he had expected; given the normal trauma of an extraction, he expected quite a lot more bleeding. He commented that my tooth had come out more easily than expected.

I’m not proclaiming that I’m a faith healer. I’m not declaring that I have some “special powers”. And for heaven’s sake, I’m not recommending that everyone abandon science. I am NOT recommending that. As a life coach, where healing is often called for, I’ve seen many cases where pharmaceuticals aided the healing. Isn’t it true that surgery isn’t performed until swelling has been reduced? Even the best procedures sometimes need help from multiple angles; sometimes, the best option for a serious need for help – is medicine.

Meanwhile, I would *love* to see more attention put into non-pharmaceutical practices like this. How else are we to integrate and enjoy skills unless we practice and talk about them?

Do you know anyone who has had a similar experience?

Time In A Bottle

I’ve had this strange experience my whole life while watching TV – a kind of time dilation.

It goes something like this – I’m watching a TV commercial, and it seems to me to be the longest commercial I’ve ever seen. Later, I’ll see the very same commercial – only it’ll pass by so quickly, that I’ll wonder if it was in fact the same commercial at all! Inevitably I’m shocked! By comparison, this time it went by in what seems like a snap of a finger. But I’m sure it’s the same commercial.

This hasn’t happened to me once, or twice, but dozens of times.

I hear about the same phenomena from friends who have been in car accidents, who talk about the slow-motion perception. Glass flying through the air in slow motion.

It’s very “Matrix” isn’t it? That scene where Neo suddenly hits the Zone, and then his hyper-vigilant fighting against Smith turns effortless; a quarter of the effort results in twice the power, twice the impact. His arm moves as if in slow motion.

My favorite way to play with time dilation is one I discovered in college:

I was laying on my back on my bed, my legs up in the air against the wall. I was very comfortable.

In my hand I held a plastic water bottle, a clear one – I’d torn the tag off. In the bottle was just a bit of water. Just enough to slosh around as I tipped the bottle, tilting it first one way, then the other. The sunlight was streaming in my window behind me, catching droplets of the water in the bottle. In some places, the water fractured the light into rainbows. Rainbows in my bottle.

And as I contemplated the beauty of the water, the beauty of the minute rainbows, as I watched with the utter breathless delight of a child, the water tipped slowly back and forth across the ribs of the plastic bottle, making tiny wakes.

And time stood still.

I often wonder, where else could my life take on new dimension if I watched the moment as fully and in as much detail as I watched the water and the rainbows?

Do you get time-dilation too? When? Where?

I Don’t Believe In Faith – Do I?

Faith is when
You allow yourself to trust, to believe in something
Long enough and fully enough to
Let your perceptive filters begin to see evidence that justifies your belief.

It’s like the suspension of disbelief that we choose to take on when we go to the movies.
It’s an act of play.

In quantum mechanics, all realities Are. Simultaneously.
All possible permutations of right now Are Happening. It’s mathematically proven.
So then how do we have our “experience”?
We choose it. Consciously or (mostly) unconsciously.
We filter what we experience through our choices and our beliefs.

Pick something simple to start with. Say, 2 pennies.
Believe 2 pennies will find you. Have faith.

When you realize you can make 2 pennies of anything you wish,
Aim bigger.

Then tell me your successes.
Let’s celebrate.

I Didn’t Even Touch Him

Let me set the scene for you – summer camp, the sticky sweltering heat, the mosquitoes, the cold showers outside.

I walk into the kitchen for breakfast, glancing over a dozen faces I’d never seen before. As if he’d been waiting for my arrival, he looked at me. Or was it that our eyes met? Anyway, instant recognition was.

He walked toward me; attractive, warm eyes. We shared an extraordinary hug, the kind of hug that made me dizzy. We were instant friends.

So it was no surprise when, later that week, we landed as partners in an exercise, sitting cross-legged one in front of the other. This was a subtle-body practice exercise, one to heighten awareness of the energy inherent in silence and in proximity.

All I remember of the exercise is me passing my palm millimeters from his face, hovering there. I say millimeters because I was too close to touching him to measure the distance in inches, but too far away from his face to be touching him. His eyes were closed. To me it felt as if our beings were a commingled cloud of smoke, merged together, and my hand near his face was a mere formality to help me focus my attention.

After a few seconds, he moaned, then shuddered, then moaned again.

I held silent, staying with the expanded state I was in. Greater than myself. Merged with him. Expanded beyond my physical form.

After the exercise I felt…beaming. The sun was glistening off his cheeks, all I saw was the light he was radiating. We were both smiling at each other, as if we’d shared a lifetime of joy.

“I just came,” he said.

“What?” I answered, still smiling, not quite parsing language yet.

“I just came. In my pants. I came.”

A bit of laughter escaped me, the kind of laugh that isn’t quite disbelief, but isn’t quite ready to make sense of the moment yet, either. “Really?”

He nodded.

I hadn’t even touched him.

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